Skipping To The End Of May

and skipping thru Spotify Playlist within

Everybody is low….everybody is high…everybody smiles….everybody needs….love

Trying to slow down and speed up at the same time

Energy pulsates and I vibrate

Missing my children wherever they are

Always in a sentence or a thought

Breathing and reeling and relaxed but that damn pressure of excitement

Balance within and without

Sure right OK will try my best

Siblings and friends and relatives peek over the horizon

Golden light golden days fucking golden years

You can send me flowers or we can just enjoy them

As they grow

They will only be here for a moment

Breath easy

They will return

America from above

From below

and within

Fasten your seatbelt

Your captain this is your captain