FOMO Aurora Australis
Damn Heart Surgery
I love nature and I love celestial happenings. I will look out my window tonight but I doubt I will see anything with all the city lights around me. If you want to see this head down to St. Kilda or some beach somewhere after dark and get your mind blown.
This sort of electromagnetic magic has not occurred in 2 decades. Thank you, Sun!
So leave the house tonight if the clouds are gone and check out some natural magic. You won’t even need any mushrooms.
It’s a gorgeous day here in Richmond at Epworth Hospital. Broken sleep, vitals check at 530 and early AM breakfast arrival made me one sad-ass grumpy mofo. I could not handle 2 days of being down so I gave myself a good talking to in the bathroom mirror.
“Look, Paul, you signed up for this and yeah, it looks like you were attacked by some person with a knife and you got a wee bit of pain. And, poor you, you are a little bit tired. Paul, you have had worse hangovers than this and less sleep. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get on with it”
It worked so far and I feel energized and a bit more myself than I have in the past 5 days. Hard to believe it has been 5 days since my surgery. It feels like it was just a few moments ago.
Remember one thing: you can control your emotions wherever you are today. The remote control is all yours and you can turn it up or down. I just had life-threatening surgery and I should be allowed to wallow.
But no way will I do that.
I got walking and exercises to do. Life is for living. And we have The Pies to watch!
Call me if you need a pep talk.
And don’t forget it is Mother’s Day….do what you need to do.
My Mom has been gone for 50 years. I still miss her love.